June 22, 2009

penentu.

i have waited 4 years for today.

>.<"

doa kuat-kuat. amiin.

updates later. hopefully i will be jumping like a monkey and smiling like a chimpanzee.



late update

i didn't notice that i have been holding my breath for this long. until i broke down with sudden silly convulsions. until my chest hurt.

is it okay for me to have sudden silly convulsions because i can no longer tell my heart to be still?

because i didn't know that i was hoping this much... until now.

2 comments:

Athena said...

proposal ke? or is it pelepasan from JPA? hurm..... ^_^

Haneesa said...

ahah. none of the above, Ayu.
i will update, hopefully happily soon.

"it is what it is"...

 ... is what my friend recently wrote on IG. And while at first blush it seems as if my friend had given up on life, she had actually not.  ...