June 22, 2009

penentu.

i have waited 4 years for today.

>.<"

doa kuat-kuat. amiin.

updates later. hopefully i will be jumping like a monkey and smiling like a chimpanzee.



late update

i didn't notice that i have been holding my breath for this long. until i broke down with sudden silly convulsions. until my chest hurt.

is it okay for me to have sudden silly convulsions because i can no longer tell my heart to be still?

because i didn't know that i was hoping this much... until now.

2 comments:

Athena said...

proposal ke? or is it pelepasan from JPA? hurm..... ^_^

Haneesa said...

ahah. none of the above, Ayu.
i will update, hopefully happily soon.

grateful for this little safe space.

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