penentu.

i have waited 4 years for today.

>.<"

doa kuat-kuat. amiin.

updates later. hopefully i will be jumping like a monkey and smiling like a chimpanzee.

late update

i didn't notice that i have been holding my breath for this long. until i broke down with sudden silly convulsions. until my chest hurt.

is it okay for me to have sudden silly convulsions because i can no longer tell my heart to be still?

because i didn't know that i was hoping this much... until now.