ultimately...

today has been a really long day.
too long maybe.

i'm too overwhelmed.
overwhelmed.
overwhelmed.

i need a good cry to get it all out.
but i can't. i can't even do that.

life is too precious, too fragile.
you don't know when you will return home.
to the one true Almighty.

yet, as much as we tell ourselves that the ultimate is death.
we never seem ready for it when it comes.

why?

i'm way too overwhelmed for anything now.

oh, by the way, i lost my phone at the funeral (ironically) and i need you people to message me or call me to let me know your number... please and thank you.