March 17, 2010

tiga puluh satu.

What do you feel when you meet someone you have not seen for almost/more than 3 months? I went ecstatic last night! Although that reunion lasted for only about 2 1/2 minutes after some persuasion for extension of time! That would be the first of my many other firsts, InsyaAllah.

After that reunion, I totally made up my mind about something. It's amazing what a 2-minute reunion can do to me. The fickle-minded me who can't seem to decide about anything; not even the type of Subway sandwich she's going to eat. But I made that decision last night and I know that it is only a phone call away to confirm my decision. Luckily, this time around, my fickle-mindedness did not cost me. What I want is still there, right there waiting. Alhamdulillah.

I have to learn to make more prompt decisions. That much I have learnt. Last night taught me that my decisions don't affect only me; they affect other people who are equally important as well. Though the sky is the limit where our love for ourselves are concerned, we have to remember that we don't live in isolation. That we still need the people around us for some kind of appoval, some kind of blessing, some kind of love.

And at times like this, I concede to the fact that it's important to know what I want.   

Because that helps me in making my decisions promptly.

Anyways, from my previous post, my friends have brought up an issue about the LIKE button. I know that this is nothing close to the one at FB because it has no icon, but those who don't feel like commenting can always give feedback by clicking on any of these:

They remain anonymous though, but that's okay. It's still nice to know that you are reading :)


zhmt said...

kakak dear, esok futsal at usual time, r u on?

freespirited12 said...

insyaAllah dear. I need a really good run at the moment :)

harap-harap kerja tak habis lambat. if i don't get trapped anywhere, i will definitely come.

macam byk nak cerita dengan awak ni, tapi tak sempat call je :)

zhmt said...

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA im so excited ! kakk, u know im at ur service 24/7 rite? come by tomorrow ok. we missed u alot. and i miss u even more :)

freespirited12 said...

hheee. hopefully dear! thanks :)