October 18, 2012

Do you ever wonder...

... whether your better half still loves you the same when you're so busy being mommy and daddy?

I do.

Conversations these days begin with: "How's Wuqman?"

In fact, there was one time when we were video calling, and I was excited as hell to see my husband on the other side and the first thing he asked me was, "Mana baby?"

We never hold each other's hands anymore when we're out on a date. Eh, wait. What date? 

But really. Even on days when it's just the both of us, touching each other in public is  now... weird

Ironic how I used to think that my parents were queers for not expressing some PDA at least. Now, I guess I'm queer too, though I really don't know why.

Sometimes, though weird as this may be... I feel like the love is lost. When really, what's really happened is that that love has now transformed. Even perhaps into something better. Way better than what I bargained for when I entered this union.

It's just that... there are times when all we need is a little reassurance

And I got what I needed.

very obviously quoted from Grey's, one of our favourites :)

I'm such a sucker for all the small things, aren't I? The fact he figured out what I needed on his own makes it all the more special.

:')

Shy to comment? Well, never mind! Your reactions mean the world to me! Make me smile today :)

2 comments:

NOOR AZIRAWATI said...

I do too! We only need that little reassurance and knowing it's not always about the baby and we still matters! Hee

Haneesa said...

hahaha. tapi sebenarnya, in retrospect, bila fikir balik... mungkin kita pun sama asyik cakap pasal baby. haih lah. the trials and tribulations of motherhood, i guess. semoga we get over this phase fast and for good. thanks for dropping by :)