This one's for you, October.

"Can I lay by your side?

Next to you, you

And make sure you're alright

I'll take care of you

I don't want to be here if I can't be with you tonight

I'm reaching out to you

Can you hear my call?

This hurt that I've been through

I'm missing you, missing you like crazy"

Only because today was such a good day, I have to constantly remind myself that anything could happen to anyone -- like how October happened to me and you.

"Told me not to cry when you were gone.."

And now I know it's impossible.

So this one's for you, October.