March 26, 2012

Happy, feet?

very happy feet indeed


Still here, still? Haha. I bet you were hoping I’d post a photo of my boy’s tiny feet instead of my own huge ones. You must be tired of waiting. Well, trust me, berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul. Or in my case, it’s my pinggang, right? Or is it my feet? Oh, but of course I know you get what I mean.

My hospital bag has been stashed in the car boot since I was pregnant at 37 weeks. And that was mainly because my friend Nina gave birth at 37 weeks and it freaked me out. It just hit me then that “oh wow it really is possible for the first baby to come out that early” and I wanted to be prepared. Just in case.

But stashing things inside the car proves to be detrimental to my patience.

It’s gotten to a point where I just don’t know what to feel anymore.

So, on Saturday morning, I gave my husband a round of my drama and started crying for no reason.

Okay, not that I didn’t have any reason at all, but it just wasn’t good enough of a reason, is all. It began with me feeling extremely famished and the next thing I know, I was being all emotional about I just don’t know what. The next thing I know there were hot fat tears streaming down my face and all I wanted to do was to bury my head in my husband’s chest and... sob.

In retrospect, it was kind of funny. And not to mention... silly. But, oh well.

I had a good weekend though. Joined my family for some dinner at el Toro, Subang Avenue. Had some steak there, which was okay. But the mushroom soup was so yummy, it is most definitely worth a repeat! Pottered around my parents’ house. Inspected their fridge. Gobbled on those yummy cupcakes my neighbour gave us. Watched the boys play rugby at the padang. Gossed A LOT with Adik. Oh, and speaking of Adik, did you know that Adik is a genius?

Yes, this hula hooping girl who shares a birthday with Einstein (for real!) scored herself 9A+ and 1A for her SPM. I definitely had a “proud parent” moment last week!

And that is all my life has been about in a nutshell.

Here’s to many more days wearing shoes which only half-fit me.

(Though I really hope it won’t be any more longer than a week from now!)

Shy to comment? Well, never mind! Your reactions mean the world to me! Make me smile today :)


ZARA said...

hey hey, good luck with the delivery and everything =D Take care!!!

Haneesa said...

hi hi you! you've been real quiet! thnks for your kind words, dear :) i sure do hope to have a smooth delivery and smooth everything after, amin :)

me said...

Wuhuuuu!!! Can't wait ey? I know I know, the waiting game is soo killing you just like it did to me. insyaAllah, everything will be fine, amin!!

Haneesa said...

yes i can't wait! i'm like a bundle of nerves and not really sure about what i actually feel, really. hahaha. funny pun ada. tapi penat tu mmg pasti lah. i hope everything goes well too, amin amin amin :)

Melissa said...

The anticipation must be killing you ! InshaAllah, may you have a safe & smooth delivery. Ameen. :)

Haneesa said...

oh yes very! amin amin, thanks for your kind words and prayers :)