Some days are like today -- I wake up with "Sunshine" as my middle name and I'm just happy to go to work.
But some days (which these days seem like most), I.literally.drag.my.feet.
I even feel that way after taking many days off for a break!
People often tell me that if I don't like where I am -- I should move. After all, I am not a tree and I agree; but only on the part about the tree.
It's really not that simple you see -- like it isn't for so many of us out there. It's not just about our commitments or housing loans or any other typical reason you can think of.
Here is the (ironic) thing -- I actually like my line of work and I don't mind it at all; but I'm just tired, which I think is pretty acceptable seeing that it's now my 7th year in Service; longer than the period of time I've been married.
I don't hate hate my job, I just need some time off. Because just like all other things in life, familiarity breeds contempt.
This has got me thinking about how sucky Service is -- it doesn't give you the chance to return once you leave; like a talak tiga kind of thing. Because sometimes, when you go through confusing times such as this -- all you want is to try something else.
But you can't.
Hence, when anyone reading Law asks me what they should do after getting their LLB, I tell them that they should go do their Chambering. Sure, they'll lose out on seniority and the other what-nots in Service, but at least, they would know what it feels like to be on the other side of the fence --
and not wonder for the rest of her life whether she would have liked it... or not (although she knows for a fact that she hates Civil Procedure hehe).
Be that as it may, too late for me to find out now, so I really have got to find myself some remedy!
And all I can think of are-
Cuti belajar (boleh consider).
Cuti tanpa gaji (boleh cuba kalau nak mati).
Cuti bersalin (haahahaah heeeheeheee).
On that note, I am late, you know. Bahahahaha saja kasi kontroversi.