so did i?

Remember how determined I was to start drinking milk and to quit coffee? With my very best endeavours (I've come across this word much too often lately that I can't help using it), I have... not succeeded. Well, too bad.

To begin with, I don't even feel all too bad about it to be very honest, which I think is worse than not succeeding in my initial plan to quit altogether. I mean, I'm not exactly an addict. I just have to have coffee. That sounded very contradictory, I know, but I am not in denial. Promise. Hmmph. 

3 contradictory sentences in a row. Call me a walking contradiction now. 

Thing is, I just need a cup a day to function start functioning (there's a difference). And to avoid drinking more than I should, I have decided to purchase my coffee sticks from the co-op downstairs on a daily basis rather than buying one big bag and putting it in my office. The less access I have, the less enticed I become. I can't help it, okay? Neslo just tastes so damn good. 

Speaking of which, it doesn't help that Mama bought a big bag of Neslo to add to the pantry "sebab girl suka minum neslo so sekarang tak payah bancuh sendiri dah". So, tell me. How am I supposed to quit coffee again?

I have decided not to quit it altogether because I had mild withdrawal symptoms, like mild irritability and sleepiness which couldn't be contained no matter how hard I tried. I just couldn't start functioning in the office (especially) until and unless I get that first sip of my yummy neslo. So, I'm controlling my intake. One a day only. Unless I stay in the office too long and just need a quick fix. So, twice a day, tops!   

And... I have found the perfect milk to suit my palette. For a while, I got used to drinking whatever it was that we had in the fridge (which is not Marigold and the likes) and eventually, I began to forget drinking milk because I just didn't like the taste. But when we went to Tesco the other day, we saw Anlene and remembered the advert, so we decided to get it. Supaya tulang tak cepat reput, insyaAllah.

And guess what? I LOVE IT! I even asked my colleague just now;

"Da, awak pernah rasa susu Anlene tak?"

"Nope."

"Sedap okay!"

"Awak, you don't drink milk"

"I drink Anlene :)"

So, recommended! Go and get it if you're still finding the right milk for yourselves! And as for quitting coffee... just take it slow already. One a day is considered good enough, especially if you just have to kickstart your day with it like me :)

 I am determined to make today a good day though that is not how I feel. Sekian, harap maklum :)

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